was it for the scene?
was it for networking?
was it... for her?
she wasnt there. i came out, and she wasnt there.
i tried to do all i could. i tried to talk to others. i tried to fake that it was for anything other than it was, but i was only fooling... me.
she wasnt there, and i was a fool for showing up.
her silhouette. i saw her silhouette. it didnt take more than a quarter of a second at seeing her silhouette, and i knew it was here. it was, to be honest, pathetic. if given a test? and told to name 1 out of 100 silhouettes? i dont think i could pass.
HER silhouette? instant. i knew it was her.
i was right.
i cant forget it.
i wont forget it.
we didnt talk.
i gave a wave, near the end of the night, and it was returned.
it was all i could ask.
i wish i could move on, but...